sometimes you run into something and you just don’t know why but deep down it gets to you it strikes you like lightning it embraces you with sharp cold claws never to let you go and it takes you to places you have never been before it shows you a side of yourself you never even know existed in the first place and then again it is so familiar and you can get angry because it came unexpected and you can get happy because you like unexpected and you can even get sad because you are afraid of unexpected and it reminds you that you are not the one in control but it can also make you silent because you think about what it means to you and what it is that gets to you and you don’t know and you think and try to solve the puzzle because you are so eager to know and to learn but then you realize that while you going over all of this you just ruined the experience by thinking everything over and over again and then you get agitated with your own flaws and again you lose concentration and you know that you will never get that one moment back that you were trying to understand and you see that there is no way out of this and it has become a circle going round and round and the one thing you want to do is to get to the middle but the circle will never get to the middle that is why it’s a circle and the circle will only keep circling around the middle and you know it and you love the circle for it because it is so steady and reliable and then you think about the other things that are steady and reliable and the things that you like and you keep dazing of every thought that comes to you and you are sort of traveling through your mind and you like it and you need something that can complete this flow of thoughts something that will end the flow and get you back into the real world but you also want it to be complementary to what you just did in your mind so it cannot just be something arbitrary and if you do need something like the above maybe this music or this video will help